Follow the rhythm of life

I don’t know what topic I want to write for. I just felt scribbling down upon different facets and pricking truths that profoundly impact the mind.Though this is going to be my second blog but if you view it its going to be my first blog cos i deleted the first one.The first one I wrote a year before.And i dont know why did i delete it...

So what I am here for...I am just looking back days that went by. Looking and thinking about things, people which makes sense and which doesn’t make any sense at all. I always have the perspective of thinking more about things that could not happen or that didn’t happen rather than could/would happen. What if I do not ever meet people who are with me now or whom I expect to meet. What if I could not make my promise. What if I do not meet my expectations. What if I loose my loved ones. What if loved ones loose me. Myriad of morbid and probably definitely moronic and sometimes splendid thoughts often perforate vigorously and stirs with fanatical assiduity in my mind.My thoughts are beyond my control.It just keeps flowing uninterruptedly and with no definitive reason I guess..And complicated to comprehend too .Sometimes they follow some rhythm and this poor soul try to connect the dots to give it some meaning but sometimes the beats are so fast, the tune so haphazard that most often I am lost searching for the dots ..forget about connecting...This is what Life is I guess.

Life is unrhythmic(dont know actually know whether this word exists, feeling lethargic to google ..).And soul like me in this brutal but forgiving place(contradicting myself) in connecting the dots fails to notice the fact that first and foremost dots must be in its place with proper spacings, fit in its place so as to give it a meaningful shape and purpose to make it happen what it is intended for.Nevertheless, we haste and end up messing up whole stuff and painting and dotting a picture finally depicting what it is not meant for and making the whole space ugly.

Oh Loads of Philosophy and unwanted stuff I guess...I suppose I will try to write in my next blog something concrete not amorphous like this one...